Sigh...

I'm at a blank. I shouldn't be. My day was really good, even the customers don't really get to me much anymore. Since I've been trying to quit smoking, I believe my attitude in general has changed. I still tend to be introverted and avoid possible confrontations with certain ppl but for the most part I'm pretty cheery (lol i know, sounds dumb).

Anyway, I watched part of the "The Passion of The Christ" tonight when I got home from work. I hadn't watched it yet for various reasons. I am a Christian and know that Christ died for me and others, but I knew that movie would be just too gory for me so despite the fact I have the movie, I had yet to watch. I didn't catch all of it, perhaps that last 30 mins or so. The sound was low so I didn't hear the painful parts so much and I turned my head more than once and I cried almost the whole time. I know that it was God's plan for Christ to save us but the pain He suffered was too horrible and the totally human side of me thinks it was unfair. Sigh...but I know it was right that He did and I'm thankful to Him for His forgiveness and love and will continue to be thankful. It just was so sad at the same time, so now I'm at a blank.

And I just thought I'd share....